Wow, the last time I wrote on here was August.
Well, as I said, I have taken a dating Hiatus, which has lasted this long …. and is still going. I did write a book about my dating adventures as I last stated I was going too. It is not published or anything but it felt good to write it and we will see what I do with it later!
Since my dating Hiatus, I did start talking to this guy I went to high school with actually. He hit me up in the DM’s as the kids would say these days on my FB and it was all smooth and fun and I ended up really enjoying talking to him. He would compliment me and tell me how pretty I was and how wonderful I was and how much he enjoyed talking to me and I was like ” oh who?! me?!” and of course, I naturally was smitten with him after that because I am weak and like sweet talkers.
I thought we had something going on, we even talked about visiting each other as he lives in CA and I am in TX still but then he got weird, and he did what every man does this day in age and decided to slowly but surely ghost me. HOWEVER- it is EXTREMELY confusing that he decided he didn’t want to talk to me anymore when the last conversation we had was me calling him out about the lack of conversation and letting him know this was his out!
I gave him an out. I said if you don’t want to talk anymore let me know because I am sure it gets annoying to have some girl text you all the time when you don’t even wanna talk to her anymore right? Like, I know, if some guy kept texting me and trying to contact me and I wasn’t interested in him, that I would MOST definitely be like Bro, not into it. Stop. Especially, if he was kind enough to give me a fucking out.
Well his response was ridiculous considering we haven’t talked since…
“I am SO sorry, I have been so busy lately and I promise to try harder to write you more and be better about it! how are you today?”
and in my head I was all, alright, I will give you the benefit of the doubt and say you are busy. Which of course, led to my downfall and he stopped talking to me altogether but still has me as a friend on FB and IG and everything AND AND AND— the kicker is, he isn’t BUSY anymore to post 3 or 4 times a fucking day.
So the real question now is, should I just delete the sonofabitch and call it good? We don’t talk, you’re a waste of time clearly and I have no desire to be friends with someone who isn’t willing to put in the same amount of time and effort.
Petty? Childish? Maybe, but I think otherwise. I have been cleaning out my FB from all the people that keep in contact to the people that I haven’t talked to in years and it feels AMAZING. Detoxing those negative people from my life- saying goodbye the fuck faces and assholes. The bitches who just want the gossip on you! the Ex boyfriend who is a psycho!
Speaking of EX boyfriends… well… no, i will write a second post about that fucking idiot.
Anyways, dating Hiatus is still happening because when you delete all your online dating accounts and try to meet people the natural way…. well…. it takes a lot of fucking time, IF EVER, to happen.
Cheers to my road to being single forever at this rate.
If this was a Jane Austen novel– I would have died an old, lonely wench.